
On a darker note,
Last night I had an extremely vivid dream, or a very dark experience. I was dreaming I was exactly where I was sleeping, positioned the same, and all of a sudden, someone was grabbing me. I could feel them crushing me, as though I were lying on top of them, face up, his arms around me and holding me down. I felt his face digging into my neck, and then I started to hear him. He was telling me I wasn’t going anywhere, and things like that, scaring the hell out of me on purpose. And then it was silent for a while and I thought he was gone… and then he yelled at me and I nearly jumped out of my skin. I tried calling out for Tom to come wake me up and I couldn’t speak. I managed to let out a small cry but I couldn’t say his name or yell very loudly.
Not to sound like possessed freak.
I finally woke up, but it was a very weird shift, not like opening your eyes and being jolted to reality. I had my eyes open the entire time, and it was like my reality shifted over and I was aware that I was no longer in that state of mind, whatever it was.
I want to buy or make a dream catcher necklace.